December 31, 2010

Au Revoir 2010 ; Happy New Year 2011 ..

This Year 2011 is my Year -> Rabbit !! So, everyone - be NICE to me !!
Esp Tiger n Dragon - or I wont give u carrots... Hehe..
As for Horse n Snake - I juz want to say I adore u both ..
And as for my Pig (well, wat more can I say) - "Te Amo".. very absolutely !!!
Other animals - hmmmm... I'm ok wz all of U.. !!
AND ultimately - to all my fellow Rabbit-ians ... It is our Year !!! Lets stand United - may tis year bring more luck, health, love n prosperity to us ALL !!! .... Hahahahaha!!!
By the way ... what do u think of my new NEW YEAR shirt arh ??? (^o^) ..
Happy New Year everyone !!! ♥ ♥ ♥

December 23, 2010

Too far ...

Today is the birthday of someone very, very special in my life... and i miss that person so very dearly... =(

Too far... too far, it's just too far away...

October 15, 2010

When Only Can I Get My Glorious Mood Back ??

Fed up !!! Fed up !!

Can't seem to be in my past glorious mood lately...

Damn !! Just can't seem to get it back ..

Inspirational juice is running dry too ...

Is it the weather ?? Is it the monotonous work ?? Is it the long hours ??

Is it the lack of venturing out - like I used to ??

Or missing someone too much ??

Or plain lazy ?? No, no - it can't be ..

Mood, glorious mood ...please come back !!!

October 13, 2010

Days and God ..

When the days are empty, where do you think God is ?

When the days are lonely, do you ever think if God is around ?

When the days are sad, will God appear to cheer us ?

When the days are difficult, is God going to make our hardship lighter ?

When the days like today, when I question and question about and of God,

...will God give me the answers ?

~ eVe ~

I Have Not Really Slept Past Few Days...

Since I got very sick last week, I had started going to bed early - like 10pm every night (thought of having some good rest for the body) and will only get up about 7.30am the next morning. That's like about 9.5 hours of sleep.

But what puzzles me is, every morning when I get up, I still feel like as if I have not slept at all.

I think I have an inkling on why I have not really 'slept'.

Mind was having funny-funny deep dreams.. it was like real.. though can't really recall the dreams. But remembered there were familiar people with 'like' real conversations, going to places, etc.

Old folks tend to say that the 'soul' had wandered around to the other side or dimension of the world. That's why, the soul had not really slept. What kind of world, what kind of side or dimension - I don't know. Beats me.

I don't quite believe it but how else to explain my physical tiredness even after more than 9 hours of sleep ?

Ah's time for bed now. I hope I really 'sleep' tonite !

September 30, 2010

Seven (7) ...Months

Seven months plus had passed ..

Some things remain the same, .. some things had utterly changed.

Some changes I'm glad, .. some I preferred it had not happened (and I want to quickly forget all of it).

Some things I'm still waiting wishfully, ... some I pray and hope it won't be happening.

Whatever I wish, whatever it is, whatever will be ...

It's a responsibility, my responsibility to carry on .. for a new beginning, hopefully ...

August 24, 2010

Listen Here !!

Can I ask - "What do you want from me ?"

Can I say - "I dont like the way it's heading."

Can I tell - "This is suffocating.."

Can I lament - "I would hav preferred it to be like last time"

Can I express - "But I do honestly wish the best for you"

Can I just ask again - "What IS IT that you want from me ?"

~ asking, saying, telling, lamenting, expressing n asking again ~

January 4, 2010

School Traffic Jam Back Again

New school term year starts going back to school again or for the first time.

Traffic jams will be back again during lunch hours near my place because there are two schools along the route that I had to pass through to get home. School ends around that time as well for the morning session ones. Parent(s), school bus drivers double, triple parks their vehicles in hazard ways. Can get heart attack manoeuvering my car around them...

Need to schedule my time not to pass by that specific road (though nearest to my house) during that peak 'after-school' hours. If got caught in it, it will take at least half-an-hour to reach my house and with my manual operated car, by the time I got home, my left knee and ankle will be numb. Old age signs – both car and owner...

January 1, 2010

New Year Resolutions

To -

Enjoy life to the fullest

Be nicer to people and myself

Concentrate more on my wellbeing

Trust my instincts more

Be more decisive and focus on my goals in life

Spend more time with God

Appreciate the many abundances in my life

Eat more nutritional food and exercise

Start indulging in my hobbies and passion more

Write and write and write

To Stop -


Worrying unnecessarily

Being a perfectionist

Being short-tempered

Being impatient

Thank you for listening.
You will keep track of my progress won't you?
(Btw, I'm a rabbit - as in my Chinese horoscope)