December Love

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DECEMBER- to me, in my virtual calendar - is the month of LOVE.

We get to celebrate Christmas with family and loved ones over a big feast (it’s not about turkeys and presents only ……….. hopefully? J ).

We also get to celebrate New Year’s Eve countdown with lovely meaningful friends or normally with our special someone (think kissy-kissy smoochy-smoochy at the strike of 12 in clubs ?!! J ).

We then envelope ourselves with much love and determination, when we try to better ourselves for the brand new year with our never-ending new year resolutions (as if we had already fulfilled the ones we pledged the year before … lol J).

Whatever the reason(s), can’t deny the feel good LOVE feeling evidently in December’s air.

Hearts flutter excitingly, merrily intoxicated just by thinking and anticipating all the joy and fun we are to going have from all the above mentioned celebrations.

Meanwhile, I absolutely am looking forward to year 2017! ❤

Sunshine and Happiness

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After staring down for the longest time at my blank writing pad, and then up at the blank computer screen in front of me, I was discouraged. My brain simply would not churn out anything. It was already mid-morning.

Then, ... out of the blue … an idea came ...

I enticed myself - 'Eve, let’s play hooky today!’

Then ...

Just at about the same time, haloed Angel swiftly appeared and reprimanded me, 'Oh dear! But you haven’t even begun writing a single word yet! How do you expect to motivate yourself for this competition if you always succumbed to this wayward impulse of yours ?!’

Then I got peeved …

‘Oh bother, Angelica! It’s only for today! Besides, the sun is shining so bright and happy right now. I can’t possibly be writing gloomy stuff when my heart is suddenly lifted and light, fluttering ready to fly ?!’

Then …

Again, at about the same time, horned Devil confidently appeared to support, 'That is right dear! All work and no play makes Eve a dull/dumb/damned girl !! .. Now, there’s ice-cream in the freezer – go eat some. The sofa looks invitingly good too – go have a rest. Nobody’s watching the TV right now – go surf some Astro channels to watch, the remote is all yours …. Heh! Heh! Heh!’

Then, I …

‘You are absolutely right, Devilica! Today you are my friend! Today is a good day to enjoy myself. Today’s sunshine is absolutely making me so happy! Today spells P.L.A.Y. !!’

Then, but …

Angelica to Devilica – ‘You are a bad influence! You are so bad you have these terrible head horns that make you look so ugly! No wonder you are made to be avoided!’

Devilica to Angelica – ‘Oh hush! And you are such a dull pudge! That’s why nobody ever wants to take your advice and listen to you. You are so boring that your halo is always of the same boring colour! Haven’t you ever heard of Neon?’

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Then, I decided …

‘Shut up Angelica! …. Today I want to eat ice-cream! …  After that, I want to lie down on the sofa to relax, and while resting, I want to watch the full four-hour marathon re-runs of Anna Olsen’s baking show on AFC … !!’

And so, on this day – the Devil won the match.

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Do You See What I See ?

Do you see what I see?

I see smiles. I see laughs. I see chuckles.

I see sadness and bad days are always not permanent.

I see many had rise up from failures, stronger than before.

I see strength. I know you have it if you would just believed it.

I see faith. I choose to have faith.

I see those who are in hardships at the moment, still choose not to give up.

I still see hope. I still see light at the end of the tunnel. I still believe..

I see beauty and charm. I know it will shine out if you let it.

I see love. I still believe in love.

I still see compassion. I see that many do possess it.

I see caring. I know it’s in all of us.

I still see humanity. I believe everybody has it though it may be buried deep.

Do you?

Do you see what I see?

- eve

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Take It Easy

Beautiful day, people-watching, sipping flat-white, in Dome cafe

Wondrous day.

I feel relief.

Things are going quite smooth. Though the on-going insomnia still attacks.

Sometimes I feel the hard mental and physical work has finally paid off.

But at times, I feel there's still so much more I haven't done and should do.

Today is a quiet day. Pretty much laid back.

Or is it because I'm making a conscious decision not to complain about just anything?

Whatever.

I am taking it easy, just for today.

I'll make it special. Just for myself. And perhaps for anybody that will be crossing my path.

And if I could make today as special and contented as I had plan to ....

Then, perhaps, I can extend it over to tomorrow too.

*LOVE*

So, will you? Please ?

Will you really promise me not to smoke Gudang Garam cigarettes again? It is very strong - I don't want you to be further addicted to smoking than you already are now. It is not good for your health. 


I know you had said you won't smoke it again - and I hope you can keep your word on this. Cause this concerns your health. And I don't want to have your health deteriorated prematurely. I want to be able to see you around, be near me, until you are well into your golden age. 


So, will you? Please ?

What A Women Wants, If Only Men Realise It

Women generally just want to be made to feel she's important, cherished, appreciated, loved, cared, a priority (not necessary need to be the highest) in their loved one's life, heart and actions ...

 ~ eVe ~

That's not too much to ask for, is it ? 

A male acquaintance commented that .. "we (women) are asking for the sun"... 

I told him, "No, we are merely asking for a normal sunshine." 

Au Revoir 2010 ; Happy New Year 2011 ..

This Year 2011 is my Year -> Rabbit !! So, everyone - be NICE to me !!

Esp Tiger n Dragon - or I wont give u carrots... Hehe..

As for Horse n Snake - I juz want to say I adore u both ..

And as for my Pig (well, wat more can I say) - "Te Amo".. very absolutely !!!

Other animals - hmmmm... I'm ok wz all of U.. !!

AND ultimately - to all my fellow Rabbit-ians ... It is our Year !!! Lets stand United - may tis year bring more luck, health, love n prosperity to us ALL !!! .... Hahahahaha!!!

By the way ... what do u think of my new NEW YEAR shirt arh ??? (^o^) ..

Happy New Year everyone !!! ♥ ♥ ♥

Too far ...

Today is the birthday of someone very, very special in my life... and i miss that person so very dearly... =(

Too far... too far, it's just too far away...

Listen Here !!

Can I ask - "What do you want from me ?"

Can I say - "I dont like the way it's heading."

Can I tell - "This is suffocating.."

Can I lament - "I would hav preferred it to be like last time"

Can I express - "But I do honestly wish the best for you"

Can I just ask again - "What IS IT that you want from me ?"

~ asking, saying, telling, lamenting, expressing n asking again ~

Relationship Revelations

It’s been a while since my last post. Fingers were eager to write but mind was stagnant. During the last month, I had a few revelations about myself and people around me after witnessing a few occurrences that happened to me and surrounding people. Made me realise that when I thought I know or had understood all about human relationships – if I actually probed further, there are still much to be learned and explore.

Since then, I had realised (not that I never knew before, but in much deeper context now) that :

- Human relations especially between men and women (romantically) are pretty complicated and utterly unpredictable. There will always be differences in ‘wants’ and ‘needs’. Both in this case will be united only for a major reason – LOVE, and ironically, the same word is also involved if both choose to separate, but this time it’s OUT-OF-LOVE.

- Human relations between parent(s) and children are undeniably strong and attached – emotionally, physically, mentally and perhaps spiritually. Whether or not, the relationship is on good terms is another matter, the attachment and bond will still affect and influence the child till old.

- Human relations between friends on platonic basis (in this case, friends of same gender) are fickle. Close friendships can be formed just about anywhere, anytime, anyhow – when common interests and values are shared. We will click and perhaps start to form a clique. But however strong the foundation of a friendship may be, it still remain forever fragile, and would disintegrate in a blink of an eye – with usually 2 reasons as the common culprit - JEALOUSY (of any aspect, usually money and status) and the involvement of a third party – a BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND had emerged – Eros blinds everything.

Nevertheless, any healthy (emotionally, mentally, spiritually) person would still need all these different shades of relationships mentioned above. It is suppose to make us whole and complete as a human being. It would feel as though we had missed a thing or two in life if we had never experience it before.

That’s us – HUMANS, forever fickle.